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Wake up call

This is a wake up call.

... Beep... Beep...

This is a wake up call.

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In case you'd like a reminder I'm here to give you one, I'm writing this to remind you that even if theres earthquake tomorrow or a universal uproar next week you'll still always be the same to me but you have some work to do.

1. You are wild in thought, in action and in every and any possible way. You are definitely not normal, but that's good. That's okay. That is what makes us right. Continue to be wild and live your dreams and follow your destiny (whatever that may be) that being said don't get carried away, I know that happens often. Don't act on impulsive decisions.

2. Know your own value of yourself before taking anyone elses opinion. Its happened, time and time again. Where you believe someone else or you water yourself down like a vodka bottle that's (far) too bitter to taste at first. Why shouldn't you be bitter to taste? If that's you, those that can handle the drink should do so, and those that can't. Well, there's the door folks.

3. Read, write and run. That has become an essential part of you now. It's always been a part of you. And if it will stay I don't know. But I'll say this. Do something or many things that you like. Explore and expand on yourself. Be happy with you. You're your own best company and that won't ever change.

4. Stay lighthearted. Nothing is ever as bleak as you think. There's always light peeping through a hole somewhere it's up to you to find it.

5. Be proud of your quirkiness. Don't let anyone. (not even someone you love) tell you that you should change.

6.yes. Let's star in our movie. We are the 'socially awkward young adult' the 'mentally unstable runner' or even 'the hermit' (starring the insanely beautiful pierced babe looking out onto the ocean)

7. I want you to sort yourself out. Get a job. Start driving and join counselling. In a year or so I dont want that to be something I have to say again.

8. Don't run away from things and don't delete things. This has helped you before and you need to stick with this.

9. Don't look to get married anytime soon, you're not ready and you don't know what you want yet. You need to work on yourself before you can work on a 'us'.

10. Continue doing fundraising challenges Its good for charity and I know you enjoy it.

11. Sort out your friendships right now it's a mess.

12. Sort your room out.

Erorr: thank you for letting go. I know you didn't want to, but I'm proud you did. I'm proud you did it because I wasn't sure you were gonna. You did well.

Beep... Wake up call has ended.

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